begin again

0104MAR 19, 2026

i redesigned this site, and i would say way more, but essentially, i'm feeling great.

talked to my mom about a gap semester, and she's fully supporting me.

i'm going to wrap up this semester and my work well, without stress and worry, and i'm fully fucking hype to empty the clip.

also writing these everyday from now on again.

recap:

on spring break, woke up 7:30am coffee and journaled, breakfast with my mom, went for a long walk (the silence of being at home feels invaluable when i get away from nyc) showered and listened to jazz, went to the cafe, listened to a 40 minute talk that katie xu gave at verci about personal branding, enjoyed and took notes, worked on turning it into a carousel to post on verci for about 2 hours, then went to dinner with my family, they got in a fight, drove home, mom was crying on the porch, i was going to hangout with a friend, then just work on my vision and write at that cafe we were meant to meet at, but i looked back at her on the porch instead gave her a hug and kiss on forehead and told her to get in the car and we went and got tea and dessert and had a beautiful conversation, which brought her back to full happiness levels it seemed like, and brought me to full happiness too, she works so hard she deserves to go to bed happy and not in tears.

my mom worked too hard for me to be complacent. she has poured love abundantly into my soul, and support and grace and pure energy.

which i will use to actualize my dreams and embody the man i was put on this earth to be.

love moms.

journaling every night again. and it's full combat .. ..very very soon.

have way more to talk about, this is it for now.